HEALING in the NIGHT

‘For in him we live and move and have our being.’ As some of your own poets have said, ‘We are his offspring.’ - Acts 17:28 

When we are awakened to the realization that we truly are in Him and He is in us, we have full Shalom. When we have this, it is then that we can step into healing even in the night as we sleep. This should be our flow and our normal. Breathing Him in and breathing Him out as we sleep allows our senses and all that we are to be completely surrendered to Yahweh. Through surrender we allow the One who created us to speak to us, reveal truth to us and allow healing to flow.

On 09/22/25 I had the most beautiful dream. The beginning of this dream didn't seem very beautiful, but the overall experience was beyond beautiful. As always I like to point out, we can never be separated from the Lord. Before I explain the dream I will begin by sharing that I was diagnosed with epilepsy when I was in 8th grade. This has been something that I have struggled with since then but know that Jehovah Rapha is the Healer. I am walking out what that healing - that I know is now - looks like.

This dream is a dream that dives deep into the surrender and trust with the Father through healing. This dream also goes into what it looks like to break a neurological pattern and begin to learn a new way of thinking.

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will. - - Romans 12:2

Through this dream, not only did I partner with the Lord's promises of healing - I repented of a way of thinking that I have struggled with for many years when it comes to epilepsy and seizures.

When I was sleeping on 09/22/25 I had a dream I was seizing a small seizure. This type of seizure is called a myoclonic seizure. It was so real that I thought I really was seizing. As I slept I lay there and immediately began to think about doing what I usually do when I am awake, which is take an abortive pill that stops the seizure. Instead - when I was sleeping I spoke to the Lord and said "Lord I lay fear down at Your feet and repent of fear." I had a sense of peace all over my body and again I said "Lord I surrender all fear and anxiety at Your feet."Then I experienced a deeper Shalom. I continued to sleep and again said "Lord thank You, that You have healed me and in peace I lie down and sleep, for You alone, Lord, make me dwell in safety." Then I felt deeper shalom and felt like I was breathing a different and more clear breath.

In peace I will lie down and sleep, for you alone, Lord,  make me dwell in safety" - Psalm 4:8

This was the end of my dream.

Through this dream the Lord was so kind to reveal that not only He is in control of it all but that I struggle with fear. Many times I will even wake up and immediately think about an abortive pill that I have because I will be nervous upon waking. I cannot express the deep kind of Shalom I experienced as I slept while dreaming about something that usually makes me nervous. The Lord is so kind to reveal to me through a dream that I struggle with fear when it comes to seizing in the moment. Beyond that, He led me in how to handle that situation going forward - day or night. When we cast all fear and worry at His feet, He reminds us that we have nothing to worry about. The enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy - and that includes our way of thinking as well.

What if we trusted the Lord so deeply that everything in us was surrendered to Him? We would have the awareness of the rich Shalom He wants us to experience. This dream allowed not only my mind to be aware of how the Lord wants me to receive this healing but my mind is truly transformed. The way of thinking about something that has stuck with me since 8th grade - is being healed. When we welcome Yahweh to breathe His wisdom on our minds as we fully rest in Him, it is then that we step in to the fullness of true healing.

The Lord speaks to us in what we value. He created us. As I value dreams, He chose to reveal the way He wants me to approach something that the enemy has tried to suffocate me with for years. The Lord also led me to His Word in the night. How absolutely beautiful is that? Why? Because Christ in us is the hope of Glory and He is the Healer.

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. - Galatians 2:20

To them God has chosen to make known among the Gentiles the glorious riches of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory. - Colosians 1:27

 He said, “If you listen carefully to the Lord your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the Lord, who heals you.” - Exodus 15:26

All of this came from sleeping with the Lord through a dream.

Could it be that we receive more revelation, healing and deeper shalom with Him simply through surrender to Him in full?

Could it be that our awareness of Christ being in us and never being separate from us leads to healing, then leading to a full neurological transformation?

May our inhale be His inhale.

May our exhale be His exhale.

Lord - we love You and fully surrender our ways, our days and our nights to You.

Teach us Your ways Lord, that we would know You, that Your Glory may be seen.

In Your name we pray Jesus - Amen.

Healing is Now!